Surgery Day #2

Today's the day after surgery. When I was coming down the stairs, I fell...and my foot was in the back, so I hit my foot (which was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO painful) and I sat on my butt on the stairs...my Mom came rushing and asked how I was. After that, she just woke up and took care of me. She is just so dedicated...I love her so much.

It's almost 11 now. 11 is when my school ends and everyone goes home and is cheerful becuz its the last day of school. I'm probably the only one who isn't becuz I wasnt there and im in a lot of pain.

The painkillers do help, but it still hurts after that fall...:(
So I just have to make it through the "3 day hump"!!
It's day 2!! Let's hope I don't fall again tomorrow.

Hard Times

It's been pretty rough lately. With all this surgery and foot problems.
*sigh* I'm getting surgery tomorrow: June 2..and i'm nervous but NOT afraid.
I have to arrive at the hospital at 5:30 AM with no food in my stomach. And the surgery is suppose to take 2 hours. And after that, i get on crutches with my new cast and go home. Apparently, I'm going to feel ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE after the surgery because I got touched inside the body by things that shouldn't.
I'll be ok, and my friends are super supportive. :)
I love you guys!! :D
VISIT ME SOON!! :D

DECISIONS, DECISIONS: YOU SUCK.

*Sigh*
I absolutely hate making decisions.
I have CST Testing from Tuesday (tomorrow) to Friday. Tuesday and Wednesday is Language Arts, and Thursday and Friday is Mathematics. (YAYY...not.)
My goal is to get 500+ on my score for the CST. Been woring super hard *puffs out cheeks*.

Anyways, my surgery got approved, but my parents haven't made a decision yet. Personally, I want to have surgery. Anyways, if I'm going to do it, it's gonna be in early June; Right after school ends: June 5th. YAYY!! (no sarcasm) :]

YAYY. So have a great week and weekend. I hope your lives are better than mine.
My friends are still fighting, and it's pissing me off. I don't say that in person, and I don't try to show it. I got irritated with Amy because she was just in an emo and pesimistic mood all the time. =_= I always said that they'd be ok again. Then she would say, "No we won't!" =_= So yea. This has been going on for about...a week and a half now. And i've decided to stop interfering. I am going to let them fix and figure out their own problem, because when we get older, no one (might) be there to comfort and fix your problem. Learning this now is better than later.

Please wish them luck with their relationship, and me with my problem. Thanks.

Tomorrow's the Big Day

Tomorrow's the BIG day. I have school, as usual. After that, at 3 I have to go to a doctor's appointment. TO. LOOK. AT. MY. FOOT. OMG. I'm really nervous. I'm kinda hoping I can get surgery to end this once and for all! But I don't wanna have to suffer either. After I go to that, I go home and do homework or whatever. Then I go to open house! I drew a lot of amazing pieces for art class, and I'm dying to let my mom see them! I actually just finished one today! It is a lion in a border. I think the border is very special! If I can (and remember), I'll take a picture and post it on my blog. TOMORROW'S A BIG DAY!! Wish me luck!

I Figured it Out?

I Googled "Bone and muscle attachment on ankle" in the images section. I got a lot of hits, but only one helped me. Okay, so I looked at the image and looked at the unjured area.

I think there's something wrong with my peroneous brevis tendon and the 5th metatarsal.

So yeah. I feel really smart being able to say big words :]

Tough Decision

I am faced with a horrible, tough, and heartbreaking decision. My foot could take half a year to heal. It's a pretty big thing to me. Cast off...bad news. My mom had told me to think about this very carefully. She is asking me to think about quitting gymnastics...FOREVER...it's very hard for me because i've done it for 7 years. This is very sudden. I've thought about quitting before, but i'd never got to the point where my mom ASKS me to think about quitting. I was talking to Amy (at gym) about it. I was crying, so I told her i'd talk to her later. I mean, you might not think it's a big deal. But IT IS. To me, at least. Some of the people at gym may not care if I leave or not. Our team is basicly falling apart. It's been falling apart since Trent took everyone to Precision. I HATE him for that. I love my team and my coaches. MY WHOLE TEAM! Including the boys and the actual gym.

You may say, "Just keep doing it then." It's not that simple! I mean, what if doing it makes it worse? There are a lot of factors to think about...but I really need to take opinions. I don't want opinions that just say "DON'T" or "YEAH, QUIT". I need reasons and good ones. Please help me...Zoe :]

So leave your opinion in the comments section. Thanks.

Got My Cast Off!!

YAY!! I got my cast off!! But it comes with bad news. I didn't feel any better. He pressed the bad part of my foot...and it hurt more than before. He said that it was still very tender, which was weird. He said that I wasn't going to get another cast because, obviosly, it didn't help in letting my foot heal. So the doctor said that I needed to really take care of it for the next 3 weeks. If it doesn't show any signs of healing, then I'll have to have surgery. O-o AHHHHHH!! And I REALLY DON'T WANT THAT!! He also said that I should NEVER jog, run, sprint (obviously xP), jump, leap, fast walk, or anything of the sort. If it feels comfortable walking, then I can walk a bit more, but other than that I have to walk as little as possible!!

I went to the movies with my sister, Phoebe, to watch "Bounty Hunter." hehe...it was pretty good. It wasn't as funny, but it was so much sweeter!! They bounty hunter went to jail for her. It was so sweet!

So I got home at 9:30 and I did science homework. It was about...reproductive organs of the female body...let's just put it that way. xP

We were supposed to buy this lace-up brace for my ankle, but we didn't 'cause it was too late. xP So I went to bed and woke up the next morning (today)! :]